Cheers to the cheery yellow square that giggles his gay little laugh. Every time I think about how much one can absorb and let the emotions and thoughts fester, I feel sick. I know I'm part of that cause and sometimes I feel the same way. Today has taught me to shrug things off and like a good friend told me, "just be diplomatic and civil about it". It's simple enough it might just work. I have never been so calm in my life about a stressful situation. Just thinking about the little sponge being squeezed out, washed, and clean again makes me want to start over. Two days of chaos just passed and now I'm ready to start a new week.
Though I know there's already some animosity and tension, I have to make the best of it. I'm so tired of trying to justify my actions, or apologize for being human. It's not worth the trouble anymore and I should just forget about how petty people are, or how certain opinions may reflect different judgments about me. What's the point in trying to brown nose when you're clearly going to hit the pavement and then get dragged around? I need to start upping my mood for better reasons and more important tasks to worry about.
This whole situation is stupid. I need to embrace how craptastic the worst in life can be. So in the wise words of Mr. Squarepants, "I'm ready, I'm ready, I'm ready...!"
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