Air Tight

Looking back at previous posts has made me feel like I've lost touch with myself.  On a personal level anyway.  I haven't had time to rant, breathe, laugh, or cry.  Full on for any of the above, not fractions of it.  I'm too used to this new form of being hectic all the time.

8 months ago I would have been juggling 20 units, a job, an internship, a relationship, and whatever I had left of my sanity for spreading out so thin.  It was a handful, but it was manageable and I loved it when things went right.  I felt more organized because I could alternate between being so many different things.  Flash forward to today and I have one main thing to focus on: work aside from a relationship and my family.  I shaved off quite a bit since then.  The ambiguous term of "work" has broken down into many subcategories.  It's a lot more tedious now compared to 8 months ago.

I forget how precious "me time" really is.  I used to cook and then veg out for an hour or so before I had to get to class.  I don't get that until the weekends or my lunch breaks on Wednesdays and Fridays.  Yes, I only have an actual lunch those days out of the 5 days that I work.  Everything is crammed in so tight.

It's silly to dismiss what's been going on and not try to document it.  Not saying that I'll try and make up for lost time, but I'll do my best to make sure I have some record of my current activities.  No more long-winded projects, although rewarding if I finish them.  I should try and blog at least once a week.  Maybe that will be a renewed Lenten promise if I decide to go through with it.